And Nothing Else Matters

His words had hurt so very much
Cutting deep
Slicing into my soul
Shattering my heart
Deep down I try to believe
He didn't mean what he said about not caring I love him
Needed to feel that love
He said he needed me too

I sat there watching everything crumble Feeling the tears slipping
Down my flushed cheeks
Shaking violently
Trying to see the screen
Catching his phrase
"...waste of time..."
"Her too?" one asked pointing at me
"All of you."

I walked away
Smoked a clove
Drank a shot
Looked at the hidden remnant of my past Craving it
Burning for it
Needing, wanting that single line
Reaching for it...
Flushing it.

Cried myself sick
Read his goodbye to me
Cried some more
Told friends a lie...that I was alright Said goodnight
Cried myself to sleep

Waking up
Heart still aching
Body hurting
Head pounding
Eyes burning
Mind filled with unfamiliar imagery

Now facing the day
Behind a false smile
Going through the motions
Playing our song
Feeling so empty and numb inside.

__And nothing else matters__
 

~~Mylia~~